Not much humor in this post, feel free to skip if you'd like.

So yea, last year was the only year in our relationship that Sandee and I actually got to do the midnight kiss to ring in the New Years with.
Folklore says something along the lines that doing so will ensure an everlasting, and loving relationship.

Glad to see it's worked out fine so far.

Would we have been better off not being able to do that like years past?
To be bound at different family obligations.
Was it really a blessing that her parents finally let her go out with my family after having to default to hers for so long?

Who knows?

All I know is that alot of guys won't admit that they're in the wrong.
Either because of stubborn pride or extreme denial.
Most guys won't even come around to want to talk 'bout the problems in the relationship.

People tend to do stupid things when they're full-on head over heels in love with someone.
Like default to one person over an entire fraternity.
Or be in denial that there is something wrong with the perfect relationship.
I'm no longer in denial.
I'm no longer in "honeymoon mode."
I want to talk to resolve issues and repair the great relationship we had.

When will I get that chance?
Possibly sooner than later.
I've realized that I've exhausted all of my options as far as co-borrowers go.
My parents were my last resort.
Only person left I can think of that has a good credit standing is the same person I said I'd give space to.

Yup.
Sandee

Quite a dilemma huh?

When did this epiphany hit?
Either while I was smoking cigars and drinking cheap wine in the backyard alone on Christmas Eve, or when I was getting rid of some of the shit from my life into the toilet the other day.

Still searching for good things to balance out all the bad ones...

The Random Quote:
"Awwwwww....SHIT!" - The Replacements